WIN: I have a couple friends I can talk to about my struggles surrounding my “boyfriend.” It’s been via messages since one is a two hour drive and the other is in Australia right now.
WORRY: No job. No money. Crushing debt. And above all else, I told the “boyfriend” I did not want to speak to him anymore until he got sober, got a license, got a divorce (it’s been four years since they split), and get his act together.
I’m worried because I’m afraid I did the wrong thing by refusing to speak to him. I’m afraid he’ll keep using and I’ll get a phone call from his mother telling me he’s dead or that he just runs away and I’ll never see him again or know what happened to him.
I love him SO much. Now I’m not sure I should have let him go…