Hi my BF has been sober besides drinking as far as I know… he has a slip up on my birthday where he “found” a pill in his travel bag and I walked in on him in the bathroom before snorting it so I apparently stopped the situation. Yesterday, he came home from work and was changing. I heard something fall when he took his socks off and I immediately had a feeling - it was a pill. He told me he had found 5 at work in a bag under his desk. He told me he threw 4 out and kept this one because he planned on taking it for his golf outing tomorrow.
I react in so much anger and frustration because I just can’t take this. It’s too much and upsets me so much as I have been dealing with this for a couple years now. I hate drugs and never had to think about them until I have been with him. It makes me just too upset the thought of him continuing to do or thinking about doing drugs.
How should I be reacting to this? It’s hard for me to react calm and supportive anymore because I was for so long.