Hello my Village Family, I could not have made it for so long without you. I’m still going through it all. My son was clean since May 20th when he tried to take his life. We were on the road to tying up all loose ends so he could get dried out, but the Sunday before that he decided, well the bottle decided, that it wasn’t going to have it. Anyway, it was the worst day of my life. I found my son like that, overdosed pretty much, in the hospital with tubes.
My question is I want to know how to get back into speaking with @erica on weekly basis?
Maybe because I’m so darn confused. I was told he would have slips, which he did a couple of times, but then he went completely backwards for 3 days. His mood was, excuse my language, but a total a******.
He went to AA drunk. I took him there like that on purpose, they turned him away of course because he smelled like liquor so he went downstairs feeling like crap. The guy came around the office door, went downstairs and outside wrapped his arms around my son and asked him if he was ready and my son said yes.
(Just a little notation actually I’ll talk to you more in the comments about that.)
I am so confused as to how someone can do so good for 4 months and then poof backslide we’re back up on our feet now (hopefully) again but I think this is for real this time I think he was maintenance drinking to keep us fooled.
I love you the village you are my family.
I am totally confused my heart aches I want to speak with you ASAP @erica.